For a while now a photo like this created much discomfort for me. I miss you so much Aaron. It's hard not to think about you 24/7, especially now that camp is right around the corner. I still find myself looking through all of our camp pictures smiling, crying. It's hard to even imagine camp without you. Not seeing you walk in late to our Sunday meetings drinking a rockstar. Not having you ask every night to use my guitar. Not hearing you sing to cabins. Listening to little girls cry while this magnificent guy sang them songs of a long lost love. It makes me sad knowing that we will never have a picture together, but whenever I see a picture like this in my albums I no longer get discomfort. Because your smile is bright and amazing. And knowing you are smiling in this picture means you were smiling at me. I have comfort. I miss you rockstar. Always and forever.
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