I can hear the Silence

Life's been good.
I can't say I'd complain.
I have someone I love
Smiles are shared often
Life's good.
But I can't help but notice me changing again.
I sit around at one of my meetings and I'm silent
Most might not even notice, I'm usually a quieter person
but I can tell it's changing
Not only am I not talking I just don't have the want to do it
at all
I'm zoning out. Too much time thinking to myself and
that's never been a good thing.
It took me a week to notice I had been driving my car in silence.
No music, no nothing. Just thinking.
I can hear this silence.