I'm tired.

I'm tired.
Every single day.
I just want to crawl back into bed like there's a magical exit I can try to find under my blankets.
Somewhere that will take me anywhere but here.
I'm exhausted.
I feel weak and broken.
I hurt all over.
I don't want to say but even trying to smile seems difficult now days.
I'm tired of being tired.
I'm tired of being depressed.
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of being overweight.
I'm tired of being too damn nice when I know I shouldn't.
I'm tired of being so mad at myself that I never stand up for myself.
I'm tired of being emotionless.
I'm tired of feeling like I could cry every second. But I won't.
I'm tired of always feeling like this since i can ever remember.