Something I Wrote

I guess I avoid you because in a matter of seconds you can destroy me. I know people say I'm strong, I can get through this. It shouldn't destroy me, but it does. Everyone tells me that there's always more fish in the sea but I know my chances of being alone again. I spent twenty years alone, twenty years. And I'll still never forget that first kiss in 1rst grade. Back when love didn't matter, but it did, we just didn't know what it was yet. We were love in it's purist form, before everyone told you what love was, influencing the very definition for your eyes. What love truly is. A word that can not be put into words but should be put into action.