Monday, September 5, 2011

September 5th, 2011


I almost did it. I almost deleted every friend under the age of 16 from my facebook page. Sounds stupid, I know. But I can’t have them looking up to someone like me. They ask me for advice. Talk to me. Ask for help. Everything I've always wanted to be for the younger generation. 
A Role Model. 
Those kids deserve better. And maybe if I removed them they could start forgetting that one person they might have looked up to.
There's nothing here you want to look up to.
Nothing.
It's so easy to give advice once you've been through certain things. Having little kids come to me with there problems at school with bullying and depression, love and loss. I've never found it hard to give them straight answers. A few have even come to me about cutting and suicide. It's all very unsettling, but I try my best to help them. They deserve so much more. Someone to show them whats right. Someone real.
Hypocrisy. My friend. Is me.


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